Atlanta, GA 11/24/2010 10:47:27 PM
Beyonce Knowles often wonders why God gave her the life she has.
The singer-and-actress – who is deeply religious – is
very grateful that her talent has given her a lifestyle most people
could only dream of and while she sometimes she finds it “overwhelming”
she knows God chose her for a reason.
She said: “Sometimes it’s overwhelming. Why did God give me my talent,
my gift, my family. But I know you're not supposed to question God.
Only God knows. And I don't take it for granted.”
Beyonce was opening up in a new documentary, ‘I Am World Tour’, and
says she decided to let a camera crew into her life because she
sometimes feels lonely while on the road.
She said: “There was one moment I was in China and I was in this huge
suite and I looked out the window and there were just thousands of
people walking and I couldn't believe my life. I guess I was a bit
lonely and I wanted to talk to someone so I opened up my computer and I
just talked.”
Beyonce – who is married to hip-hop superstar Jay-Z – also revealed she
is not quite ready to be a mother as she still has things she wants to
achieve.
Talking about babies, she said: “Nothing now but there will be one day.
One of the reasons I haven't had a child yet is because there are
certain things I want to do before I focus on being a mother. I'm not
there yet but I'm close.”
